Street blues

Street Blues
Lady on the streets as she walks the beat, eyes flashing she’s never crashing, always on the go never at home. Her life is passing by in a haze, what is this craze, going around in shackles, she’s bound to this life this path has her tight. Her kids beg, a tear falls as she runs away, back to the life that has her held tight. Lonely nights, with only lights to guide her way, when will it stop, or will her heart give way, falling in, there’s nothing left within, the soul, its hard to hold, on to a prayer she asks god later after a hit to release her from this shit, he lets go, she goes home, finally she can let go.

A hearts end

A Hearts end
As the winter comes to an end, and the summer begins, my heart is at an end. As the leaves come back to play, and the flowers blossom all day, my soul is tired and frayed. As the ocean tides wash up, and the sky begins to cloud up, the breath in my chest begins to stop. As I think of the end coming up. The decisions I must make to stop my heart from all the ache. The need to stop the pain for my sake, the will is strong, but My heart fears I’m wrong, it wishes to hang on. To a love that may be long gone.

my final letter to you

My Final Letter to you To my beloved who has gone from me, I will always love you. I don’t know why you left, I don’t know why you could not tell me, but I forgive you. I understand. To my beloved who has left me I will always remember you, and the times we shared. I will always pray for you to come back into my life, I will always pray for you my love. To my beloved who has left me, My heart is no longer hurting for I have seen the light and came out of the darkness of the storm, and still I love you. To my beloved who has gone away. If you should want to return, but are not sure I tell you know please come my door will always be open, my heart will always forgive, and there will always be a smile on my face. My arms are open for you forever you, always you my love forever you.

bible quote of the day

Eccleslastes 1, 18
With much wisdom comes much disappointment, the person who gains more knowledge also gains more sorrow.

Counting days

Counting days
Days go by and your still on my mind memories I cant erase I still see your face in my head wont go away the clock ticks by, you never said goodbye
You left me here waiting, the sun sets. The moon rises, the stars are calling to my broken heart.
Another night I lay in bed fighting hard to get you out of my head, why wont you leave and let me be.
Time makes the heart heal but memories makes me miss you still, something’s are hard to let go.
Release me from this burden, this burden that I feel, its taking over my mind and I don’t know how to deal.
I’m spiraling down a hill that’s filled with darkness, it wont be long before I hit rock bottom.

The dark haired complex

The dark hair complex
With hair dark as night, silky smooth to the touch, eyes burning like an intense fire, ignites my every desire. A smile that sparkles like a million stars, it’s the dark hair complex that conquers all. With skin so soft and cool, a smell so intoxicating makes my body tense to my fingertips. Every girl in your path lost, broken hearted and then forgotten, my heart amongst them. A heart as cold as ice, who broke your heart, and made you to be not so nice. Little to say, why did you turn away, still I follow like a sad puppy without a owner.

A hearts end

The knowing, Are we in the knowing?

The Knowing, Are we in the Knowing?
What does today’s spirituality mean in American society? Some would say a lot, however as time goes by, and the government puts more and more limits on us it would seem that spirituality has gone out the window.
There was a time when we could pray before football games, or when we said or salute it has “In God We Trust”; but now all that is gone. So I ask my self what else will be taken away from us. This country was built on a strong religion base, no matter how imperfect it may be, in all we did, we did it under “God’s protection”. Thus the “In God we trust” in our salute and on our currency, but if the government takes that away who will we trust in then?
Diversity is a wonderful thing I will be the first to say, however the more diverse as a country we become the more divided as a country we become. Everyone gets offended from one religion to the other, yet this country was founded on the bases of being able to worship who you please. Wasn’t that why the settlers ran from Europe in the first place? To be able to worship who they wanted? Yet now we can barely say god bless you to another person without that person getting offended.
So why take God out of the schools or away from our salute? To please those who may not believe? , but if it is a public school shouldn’t beliefs be public as well? It is protected under the first amendment, and where will the believers go if the non-believers rule the world? If the government is pushing God out to please the non-believers then why was the President swore in with the bible? Or why do we not allow Gays to marry? Do we as Americans fit God in to place whenever we want things to go our way? I think that if we (the government) choose to go by the laws of the bible then we should go by all the laws not just the ones that may fit into what we may want to accomplish. I follow all rules, granted it is hard but I do, I think the Government should do the same thing. Psalms 2:10, 12 “ So kings be wise, rulers listen to this lesson, obey the Lord with great fear, be happy but tremble, show you are loyal to his son, or be destroyed by his anger, because he can quickly get angry. Happy are those who trust in him for protection”. Let’s all get into the knowing, and not let the government dictate our lives, at least when it comes to our religion. In God we trust should be put back into our salute and praying in schools should be allowed. If we don’t have faith and spirituality then what are we left with?

Mon Cour

Mon Cour
My heart aches at the thought of you, my heart is broken because of you.
My heart longs for you, my heart needs you.
I don’t need you but I want you, I cant have you so I move on without you.
I will always remember you, you will always be in my heart, you now own a permanent place in my heart, I wish upon all wishes that we would never part. But life is not fair, theres no way I can bare one more minute without you here, by my side. No more feelings left to hide, I’m baring my soul why wont you reply.

Bilbe quote of the day

Isaiah 29, 13,14
The lord says,
These people worship me with their mouths, and honor me with their lips. But thier hearts are far from me. They based their worship on nothing but human rules.
So I will continue to amaze these people by doing more and more miracles. Thier wise men will lose thier wisdom
their wise men will not be able to understand.

Bible quote of the day

2Timothy 2:11,13
This teaching is true
If we died with him, we will live with him,
If we accept suffering, we will also rule with him,
If we say we dont know him, he will say he doesnt know us,
If we are not faithful, he will still be faithful, because he must be true to who he is.

When Doves fight

When Doves Fight
Do you know what a broken heart sounds like? Thunder clashes after two doves fight. Loneliness sounds in its slumbers it sleeps. The heart is fainting its tired its weak.
The rain is pouring there is no sun, the darkness is covering the heart is done, the soul is blackening under depression, there is goes, its thick with sadness there’s no turning back nothing to stop it, its covering quick.
Do you know what a broken heart feels like? A stone in a sack it’s cold it’s hard A spine of marble and a palate of silk how it spins.
When I hear your name then I remember, remember the times, the heart ache the pain stretching out with arms open wide there’s nothing left to show, to hide.

Bible quote of the day

Proverbs 4:23,27
Be careful what you think because your thoughts run your life,
don't use your mouth to tell lies,
don't say things that are not true,
Keep your eyes focused on what is right, and look straight ahead to what is good.
Be careful what you do, and always do what is right.
Don't turn off the road of goodness,
keep away from evil paths.

A Lovers Mourning

A Lovers mourning
I remember the way you used to look at me, the twinkle in your eyes seemed to light up the sky, and when you touched me my heart skipped a beat, like a lady you made me feel, your lady is what I want to be still, now you are missing, my heart is steadily breaking, why would you leave, like autumn’s warmth upon winter’s chill arrival, I am cold inside with nothing left to hide, my heart is full of sorrow I just want you here tomorrow. There’s nothing I can do but sit here and pray for you, to return to my life. To return the love back into my hearts cracks, like glue to paper your loves my only rock. My pace through life is cut out of sight, stopped dead cold as you left me unwhole, empty inside nothing left to see from these deaden eyes. To ice I turn now, your loves gone, there’s nothing here for me now, walk away I must, into life my path is lost forever never to be seen again, its your fault, my heart is broken in two.

Bible quote of the day

Isaiah 58, 11
The Lord will always lead you,
He will satisfy your needs in dry lands, and give strenght to your bones.
You will be like a garden that has much water,
like a spring that never runs dry.

The Bible quote of the day

Isaiah 6:9-10
They will look and look, but they will not learn,
They will listen and listen, but they will not understand.
If they did learn and understand they would come back to me and be forgiven.

The Rain

She was sitting by the window….It was raining very hard outside. She likes the sound the rain makes as it hit’s the ground. She wonders how it would feel to go outside and stomp around in the rain with out any worries. She opens her window……. A rush of air comes in, it blows her hair back, and chills her skin. Its refreshing. She pushes the screen off the window and holds her hand out in the rain, its wet, its cold, it feels comforting. She moves her fingers around to feel the rain as it falls, she tries to hold on to the wet feeling, the cool feeling, she admires the rain. Its free, it falls many ways, side ways, down, and sometimes in huge drops. She puts a finger in her mouth, she wonders what the rain tastes like, It doesn’t taste like much. but she savors the tasteless rain in her mouth. She sighs……..she decides to go out into the rain, she knows she could get sick, but you only live once, and the rain, the rain is calling her name.

Secrets of the Sea

Secrets of the sea
As the wind blows, and my mind goes, to that special place where lovers roam I think of you, only you. I close my eyes, and take a sigh the love inside makes me feel alive. The sun is setting, on my lonely heart is aching, crying, out for you, it needs you, only you. I dream of you, in my dreams together we lay under the stars as they shine away, in the distance the ocean crashes. its whispering secrets of past loves loses. Listen to the cries of lovers lost at sea, they whisper to me, in my ear the secret that all should hear, hang on to your lover, for your lover is all you need here, on this earth, you walk the dirt, alone at first, but then God brings your lover here, to your side, to walk the earth side by side, hand by hand. As the tides rise so shall your love, the ghost at sea tells me so. Always have faith never shy away, for your love, it never stands in the way. Love in another, is not all I’m uncovering the ghost says to me, as I look at the stars above me, Love in God is love in all, faith in God is faith in yourself, never to be tested always to be felt. Love in another is love of wonder, Always to be kept safe and undercover, protected from all who wishes to harm, never fear your love is strong, and when its real in your heart you will feel a certainty that throws out all doubts.

Jesse's Song

Jesse’s Song
Tick tock the clock chimes, and your still on my mind,
could it be love I cannot say for its only been a little time.
My heart falls for it crawls the urge to be near you is strong.
The sun sets in our heart it rests the moon rises with love,
my heart sings when I hear your voice it brings heat into my soul.
Sets it on fire I only desire you,
you hold my hearts core in your hands,
from the realms of reality in your eyes I see my finality.
Tick tock the clock chimes and your still on my mind
I seat and wait for the day I can call you mine.

The Unwritten Rules

This are the unwritten rules of life according to me, if you have rules of your own and would like to add them please feel free

Unwritten Rules of Life and Relationships
Unwritten rule of life number
1. Your not meant to be with your first.
There are many cases that couples where only one person is experienced, don’t last, if both people are experienced then you have a better chance of lasting.
2. There is no such thing as bad luck or good luck; you make your own luck. The way a day, your life will turn out depends all on you, in life we make our own luck; if you believe then it will happen.
3. A man and a woman cannot be friends; one or the other always grows or has feelings for the opposite sex.
4. The people you date represent who you are.
5. No matter how old you are the immaturity is always there, I find in most cases not all that when we even as adults don’t get what we want we throw tantrums it’s only adult sized.
6. It is possible to be friends with an ex; I know there are people shacking their heads, but let me tell you it’s possible. If both partners take the proper time to heal, a great friends ship can come out of a relationship and you may find that you were probably meant to be friends in the first place, however there are rules,
Sub rule number 1. No talking about ex’s that is a bad idea, neither partners wants to hear about it unless its been at least over a year I would say.
Sub rule number 2. No late night hook ups this may cause confusion like, are we back together, and it can/ will get very messy and will mess up the chances of a healthy friendship,
7. If you are shallow you will never find long lasting true love for true compatibility comes from the inside. However there maybe two shallow people in a relationship together, but really how long would that even last?
8. The attitude you carry throughout the day affects the people around you.
9. Its important to know that if you have a girl/guy friend you must not cross the line of having sex it makes things messy and complicated.
10. Don’t let desperation get the best of you; it can make you do bad things. For example moving in with a guy/girl because you are afraid of loosing them in fact it works with marriage as well, it’s always best to wait and weigh all your options. If you end up alone it’s probably for the best.
11. Never lower your standers, your perfect person/job/house / whatever is out there.
12. Relationships play a huge part in life, life experiences. And learning
13. If you have a career orientated life then you miss out on essential things
14. Never date your friends ex/girlfriend/boyfriend, or mix business with pleasure.
15. If you have feelings for someone tell them, no matter how hard it may be or even if the chances are they don’t feel the same, you don’t ever want to look back on a relationship/friendship and wonder what would have happened if you told how you felt trust its hard but in my opinion it’s a must.
16. Always try to look to the bright side of life.
Things can/could/will get very hard/bad in life but when life gives you lemon’s make lemon aide or pie or both.
17. Always say what you mean, and mean what you say, try to be as straight up as possible, it makes it easier and less confusing.
18. If you are in a relationship that is not treating you well get out of it, no one deserves to be stepped on, even if you love that person, we all deserve true love.
19. If you are in a relationship that you believe in, stay in it, give your all, be patient with the person, just make sure you give your 110% .
20. This really shouldn’t be a unwritten rule, this is and should be common knowledge but people seem to do it anyway so I am going to add it, Never date a married person, it is a waste of time there are plenty of single people out there, for woman as the old saying goes its cheaper to keep her, a man more and likely will not leave his wife for you…..and if he does well will some other woman take him from you? Karma is the rule in this situation. Remember how you get him maybe the way you loose him.
21. It’s ok to be yourself, you may ask why is this a unwritten rule? Well it is common knowledge, and it is taught in school however kids and adults alike still strive to be like other people, It’s ok to be yourself, each and everyone of us are unique in our own special way, if everyone was the same think about how boring the earth would be? But most importantly everyone especially women need to know that beauty is on the inside, and changing yourself wont help if your not beautiful on the inside. We should not or at least try not to get sucked up in the “ American” way of beauty because it is very superficial, and not long lasting.
22. This one is for all my adult woman out there, never be afraid to express yourself in the bed room, make sure to keep it spicy, this is not a unwritten rule rather a rule that most don’t want to acknowledge. But if you were to ask all the woman and men who have been in a relationship “ good” relationship for over 40 years I’m sure they will tell you 3 things to a successful marriage, one of course is good communication, two, give and take and compermising, and three good sex, all relationships have good sex spicy sex adventurous sex all the above don’t be afraid of pushing the bar, it keeps both parties happy.
23. You should always have faith in something higher then you, know I know people out there don’t believe and that’s fine, but think about this. When life kicks you in the behind and you feel like there is no one in the world who can help you, when you feel all alone, having faith in something higher can give comfort, that cant be taking away from you like a job or money or even your life, no one can say that’s wrong, and when you feel like you have no one you have faith, with faith you are never alone, with faith there is hope, strength, a reason to keep going. I have faith and it helps me in my darkest hours. So I am not going to push on all the none believers but I will say you should give it a try see how it works, I am not saying go to church or become all hard core find something that works for you, but I am saying give it a try, if it doesn’t work I mean really what have you lost?
24. Never deny the truth, If you know or feel something inside no matter if you feel like turning left, or if you know something is bad, don’t deny that feeling it is there for a reason God gives us that insight for a reason to protect us or to give us a kind of heads up at what may be coming at you or what you may be getting your self into.
25. No matter what anything can happen to you, I often hear people say I never thought that could happen to me or in my family, I knew it was out there but I never thought it would happen to me, well I would like to say no matter how horrible or non horrible that’s why it happened, because you didn’t think it would happen to you , its always good to be cautious of the world around you, I never rule out anything, I don’t want nothing to happen but because I am aware that it can happen, it hightens my chances of safety or of getting out of a jam, and most importantly it helps to keep me safe from all possible harm.
26. Always follow your heart, it never leads you wrong, your mind leads you wrong but never your heart, and this is not just in love but in life.
27. Never stress things that you cant fix.

A Love Letter

Like the sun setting in the far west I see you in my horizon, and like the stars in the sky my love will burn for you for all eternity.
Like a Beethoven’s symphony you are sweet to listen to, and like the Universe you are a mystery I long to solve.
Like honey to a bee, we are a match meant to be, and like the flowers need the sun to grow I need you to hold.
I want you in my life for as long as the stars shall burn bright, and like the ocean, my emotions are deep for you
Only you
Always you
Forever you.
When the wind blows, and the breezes touches your skin, I hope you feel the love I have for you, for I send my love to you no matter where you are, it is there to bring you up when you are down, and make you smile when you have a frown.
That’s what having you in my life does for me
One thought of you, and my heart leaps for joy
One thought of you and my mind clears of all sorrows
One thought of you and my spirit sings
Even, when my heart was hurt, and I thought you were long gone,
One thought of you, and my heart sings of times we shared it brought tears to my eyes and a smile to my face.
Like the worlds sweetest song, you touch my heart
You have my heart, it is yours to hold, and it is yours to have.
Only yours
Always yours
Forever yours
There are no words left in the English dictionary to describe how you make me feel
There are no actions left for me to do to show how much I love you.
All I can do is be here for you when you need me
When you want me.
I give my all to you, I pledge my love to you
Only you
Always you
Forever you

Unspoken Words

Unspoken words
I see you in my dreams, together we lay under the shiny stars, the moon lights our way. I see your smile your eyes twinkle for me, my heart starts pounding my heart takes over me. Unspoken words I have for you, I wish to share my feelings with you, to tell you how much I care, how glad I am to have you in my life, to plan a world where your forever by my side. Unspoken words I have for you, I wish to share that I’m in love with you, you took my heart upon your hands, carry it lightly its in your care. I see in your eyes what you feel for me, it burns through like a firey sea.

Benjamine

Benjamine
Beautiful soul you have, how I wish you were mine.
Enchanted you have me, your words are seductive,
Never have I met a man so enticing.
Joy you bring to my heart a dream come true you are to me.
A couple of doves together we fly into the sunset under the orange skies.
Mysteries life is full of, a mystery you are to me like a beautiful painting.
Irresistible you are don’t you see what your doing to me.
Nothing in this world will ever compare to the bond we have the friendship we share.
Every time I think of you butterflies flutter, in the pit of my stomach a spell I’m under.

Guiding

Guiding Desert
He walks the lonely deserts in search of love that’s never present, his heart sighs
Under the night sky as he asks the stars why, the land before him seems to break, he loses his footing as the path shows its self.
The desert calls him to fight, to save the world for that one special girl, to fight for a love that’s new like winters dew, scattered across the sands as he searches with his hands.
The mountains stretch out behind him, almost looking out for him, he keeps following the path, the moon shining bright lighting his way, as his hearts shadows fall away.
The sands reply they call his name, letting him pave the way, for new beginning under the stars eyes, the stars twinkle bright, shinning with the moon as they give him sight. The path calls to him like, the horizon calls to a sun, Begging, pleading asking him to go to her side and never let go. .
He Follows his heart even though its hard to see through the dark, the stars give light, they sparkle bright, Loves leading his way he never breaks day he finds his love, and in the desert they stay.

Together

Together
The ocean tides wash up, upon the shore as I look up, into your eyes, I see your feelings arise from deep inside where darkness hides, I shine a light through your life, making everything alright.
We walk the sands hand in hand with the skies above the future further, we don’t look back, we look ahead where the path at hand is not treaded.
We keep going only looking at one another, the world around us is no longer in focus.
All I see is you, all you see is me as we walk along the open sea, the wind blows, it whispers to me we were meant to be.

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